Random Scrap:
The panic set in when I received an email from the international office that informing me that due to a non payment of my fees the immigration authorities will need to be informed and my visa status would be revoked. That meant I would be going back to Poland and whatever I had been up to so far would have no meaning. At first I sent an email back waiting that I was just about receiving money from my parents and would sort the payment out. Then I went for a long aimless walk around the campus trying to figure out what to do. The entry to the campus was lined up with tables for the club run and I said hello to some people from Model UN. I was emailing but deep inside I was flooded with panic and confusion. This was the time I had to face the truth and once and for all sort out my financial problems. I wrote Tomek, my now sponsor, an urgent email asking for some more money. We talked and he agreed to lend me some more as I saw no way that my website business was ever going to take off.