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Chaos, long night, books spread on half of the bed. Constant feeling of catching up and being behind. Glass desk. Flying simulator while drinking Pepsi and Flat Tire. Occasional memos from the ground control. Quick naps on the lawn before moving onto an exam. Dividing readings into blocks. Closing the car boot of the station wagon. Carrying my books and heavy laptop to the library. Readers with weights of bricks. Late nights in the library trying to expand seven pages into ten just to be over with it. Nights expanding and merging into days. The concrete tables and racoons on the terrace of the Free Speech Cafe. Coffees at Milanos, online chats, meeting Laurel at the Reading room. Studying with Chris at Denny's. What have I learned from Weber. A missed call, rushed panic looking for a parking spot and driving over the red lights. Then the exam, lecture hall, the final words and the freedom. Last minute searches and subletting my room for two months. Time to leave everything and fly to London to find the solution. July the 7th, no work prospects and back to the California reality with no money in the bank account and no solutions.